Tigers' Cabrera soberly makes changes in his life
When I last saw Miguel Cabrera, his head was buried in his hands.
He was sitting in a solemn visiting clubhouse at the Metrodome. The
Tigers had blown a seven-game division lead, culminating in an epic
loss to the Twins in Game 163. He was embarrassed, and what
happened on the field was only part of the reason.
A night of drinking with White Sox players over the previous
weekend had changed everything. He came home drunk at 6 a.m., which
led to a physical altercation with his wife, Rosangel. She called
911 and said he had hit her. Cabrera later registered a .26 blood
alcohol concentration on a police breath test. But no charges were
filed, and Cabrera didn’t miss a game.
It was easy to blame Cabrera for the Tigers’ collapse.
I know I did. To his credit, he admitted to making a serious
mistake — albeit a few days after the fact. I remember asking
him in Minnesota if he would use the winter to get his life in
order. “That’s what I’m going to do,” he
said.
Which brings us to Thursday, when I saw a smiling Cabrera at
Comerica Park. He stood before a couple dozen reporters and told us
that, yes, he had fixed the things that needed fixing.
Alcohol? He said he hasn’t touched the stuff since the
October night in question.
Counseling? He has been going to sessions with a doctor for
the past three months — and his treatment will continue
indefinitely.
Family? He talked about being a better husband and father.
Solutions? He has resolved to avoid alcohol by sticking to
specific plans for the offseason, spring training and regular
season.
“When you see you’ve got a problem, you’ve
got to take responsibility,” Cabrera said.
“You’ve got to do something and ask for help. I feel
good right now. I’m going to do the right steps for (his)
life.
“I’ve got better communication with my family and
my wife. I feel good with my daughter. It’s a beautiful life
right now. Everything is coming through perfect. I’m
happy.”
With that, Cabrera and the Tigers hope they can close the
book on last season’s cataclysmic conclusion. And they are
right to embrace the hope of a new year. But while Thursday’s
news conference was an important step in Cabrera’s public
battle with alcoholism, words alone won’t make the struggle
end.
The Tigers will succeed or fail in 2010 based largely on the
strength of Cabrera’s will — his ability to resist
having postgame beers in the clubhouse (where alcohol inexplicably
remains available), on the team airplane, at hotel bars or around
the American League’s various nightspots.
If he can do that, the AL will have its Albert Pujols. The
drop in Cabrera’s performance from night games to day games
— makes sense now, doesn’t it? — should go away.
He said Thursday that drinking sometimes made him feel
“tired” and “kind of lazy” during games
— perhaps because he wasn’t getting enough rest. If he
stays dry, that should happen less frequently.
“If I (don’t drink),” he said, “I
think I’m going to be a better player.”
And bear in mind: He has a career .311 batting average and
209 home runs at age 26.
But remember, too, he’s not trying to come back from a
sore knee. Alcoholics cope with their disease, but there is no
cure. Staying sober is difficult for mechanics and teachers and
investment bankers. The trappings of fame make it even harder for
professional athletes to do the same.
And in the era of TMZ, Deadspin and cellphone cameras,
plainclothes monitoring is at an all-time high. For evidence of
that, look no further than baseball’s foremost case study in
sobriety: Texas Rangers slugger Josh Hamilton. For years, he has
talked openly about his efforts to stay clean. But his night in an
Arizona bar last year turned into the most-visited Deadspin story
of the decade.
“It’s something that he has to deal with on a
daily basis, and he’s prepared to do that,” Tigers club
president Dave Dombrowski said of Cabrera. “He’s in a
much different place mentally, with what he has done. …
He’s opened up about a lot of his problems, which is the way
you correct them.
“If you’ve been educated about alcoholism, which
I have been throughout the years, you realize that people have a
problem. There’s an addiction involved. The way you fix it is
to do what he’s been doing. But it’s still a daily
battle. Anybody that has an addiction of any sort knows that
it’s a daily battle.”
The Tigers talked Thursday about forgiving Cabrera for his
costly transgression, and, really, what other choice did they have?
He is under contract for six more seasons — and $126 million.
There were whispers of his availability via trade this winter, but
no other team could swallow the money whole. They are stuck with
each other … and that’s not a bad thing.
Not sure whether it’s time yet for a new entry on our
Sports Apology Scorecard — sorry, I misplaced mine after the
McGwire boondoggle — but the Tigers handled Thursday’s
proceedings quite well (this, after being as effective in the
immediate aftermath as they were in sewing up the division). A
Spanish-speaking interpreter stood by Cabrera’s side
throughout and assisted with his word choice from time to time,
which sent a poignant message:
Our player has something to say, and we want to make sure that
he’s able to communicate it well.
“I feel happy,” Cabrera said. “I feel more
comfortable with you guys (the media) talking. I feel like
something in my life happened — something good. I feel great.
I feel happy. Right now, it’s going to be a new season, a new
life for me.
“I want to be a better dad, a better husband, a better
baseball player and better with the fans.”
Thanks to what science has taught us about alcoholism,
Cabrera may find most paying customers are sympathetic to what he
is enduring. But people cheer for home runs, not sober days. The
quickest way for Cabrera to remake his image will be to lead the
league in home runs — as he did in 2008 — and lift his
team into the playoffs.
October heroics trump January revelations. Didn’t Alex
Rodriguez teach us that?
The fallout from Cabrera’s night on the town has been
the biggest wakeup call of Cabrera’s career – but not
the only one. His party-going ways were well-known within the
organization and throughout the industry. In 2005 and again in
2007, the Marlins benched him for showing up late to afternoon
games.
Lenny Harris, the longtime pinch-hitting expert and a veteran
on the ’05 team, remembers a couple of veteran players
“got all over” Cabrera for being late.
“He was really down,” Harris recalled Thursday in
a telephone interview. “I took him aside. I told him,
‘Everybody’s counting on you. You’re making it
worse for yourself. Just be on time and go about your
business.’ I thought he felt really bad about it, like he
thought it was slipping away from him, all his success.
“I think it woke him up a little bit.”
Maybe it did. But the self-awareness didn’t last
forever. This time, I hope it does.